I have zero resistance to stress related situations. I have no skills for detecting any potential shortcomings and my coping abilities are the worst. I don’t know how the hell I am still handling my classes, progams, applications, and work. I suppose by sacrificing sleep and 99% of my social life. A little venting out helps but I cannot rant forever. But who cares, I am going to curse the fck I want.
Just when I thought this month has reached its bestowment of stress on me, my 2 year old netbook so considerately decides to erase every spot of file I have stored in my hard drive. Everything from my electronic aspect of life has disappeared on me once again. And this fcking incident decided to partake on the week of finals. I am scheduled to finish [insert double digits here] of paperworks and chapter readings tonight. I don’t see this happening unless I know magic. And unfortunately, I don’t. I only know numbers, chemical reactions, biological processes, and the exact amount of sleep my body needs. My temper is short and my irritation is now slowly converting to anger and aggression. This sucks big balls. I just wanna rest!
