May 2013
8 posts
Like when the movie trailer is better than the...
Perhaps having a publicized weblog does not intelligently exclude me from this subject I am about to exploit. People have told me I am a very private person, yet here I am speaking of things I have done in my life, currently doing, and intend to do in the near future. Worst of all, I do this in a way that amalgamates a little bit of my irrational thoughts, unstable emotions, and/or pointless...
“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before...”
– Danny, age seven
Some Stuff
Hello there! It’s been a while! I just finished my first draft of my personal statement and for the next two weeks, it will go through some intense scrutiny for modification. It took me a good couple of weeks to compose it but now I think all the worries on my shoulders are finally shrugged off! Well, at least for now.. I’d like to believe I kick ass on this paper. We will see what...
April 2013
6 posts
1:02
I told my professor I enjoy elevator music.
Can I be anymore pathetic?
I also told him I like to read mundane personal blogs and clean my bathroom floor during my free time. And that I write poems.
I left the part that most of my creative writings are conceived from stupid ideations about boys, death, loneliness, and.. really, just mostly about boys.
And a little bit of cluttered feelings...
“Find what you love and let it fuck you.”
– Charles Bukowsk
1 tag
I complained @ the coffee shop
Not really sure if I should spend more time alone to find inner peace and stabilize my mood. Sometimes, I think it is this fact that is causing me this downward spiral. I need to get out of my room. Out of my head. I need to do things that makes me feel good outside my conscious awareness. Without validations and explanations. I need to do things my future self will thank me for. I need to be...
March 2013
4 posts
“When you say ‘yes’ to others, make sure you aren’t saying ‘no’ to yourself.”
– Paulo Coelho (via sinbanderasnifronteras)
An Open Letter to Myself
Dear you,
Life changes do not occur at an instant. The certain behaviors you want to alter in your life requires modification of your personality traits. These traits are rooted within you and are not as malleable as you wish them to be. Your personality traits are what defines you. They will trigger your behavioral and emotional responses to people, things, and places. They are both adaptable...
February 2013
3 posts
Silence, Because Music is Distracting, In a Good...
Tuning out music has been an obligatory step in my active study session. Nowadays, the only time I really get a chance to dive into a pure euphoric listening affair is during my ten minute shuttle ride plus the five minute walk to campus every morning. Which is not a long time at all. Three songs in repeat. That’s about all I get. Definitely not enough.
So last weekend I spent fifty dollar...
January 2013
17 posts
“Depression is humiliating. It turns intelligent, kind people into zombies who...”
“When you struggle with your partner, you are struggling with yourself. Every...”
– Deepak Chopra (via carminacruzb)
Guessing, Errands, and Regressing
Ahhhhhh so I have roughly ten weeks before I take my exam. Currently, I am more eager than anxious about taking it. Not a hint of nervous nor a sense of stress coming over me. I’m sure this will all come rushing through my internal guts the closer I get to March 23rd. But as for right now, I am as chill as an ice cube. Good sign? I don’t know. I’d like to think yeah, sure....
“If you believe in trying to make the best of the finite number of years we have...”
– Salman Khan
Second Day
This is the entry where I’m suppose to reflect on all the good, all the bad, and all the ugly of 2012. Almost a year ago, I made a list of things I wanted to achieve by the end of the year. That list is sitting comfortably somewhere on a link of this webpage. I am too impatient to go through my archive to look for it so unfortunately, I do not have a way to measure my consistency in...
“A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds, adored by little...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson
December 2012
15 posts
6:34
I wish people were so fucking more individualistic about their subjective ideas about a person, place, or thing. You are your own person, your own mind, your own soul. Whatever you allow to formulate in your head, practice in your ways, and preach to others, ensure that they come completely from a source of higher thinking and in consideration of the other unfavorable possibilities. Granted, not...
When he who is supposed to be the strongest person...
My father can ruin
A moment
Faster than
You can build
A memory with him.
“Burnt out. I’m slowly losing motivation for this exam. I need either a...”
