January 2012
11 posts
“I like beings who don’t know how to be human.”
11:41
Either I’m lacking a moment of inspiration or my writing skills has already reached its pitiful peak. Whichever it may be, I hope it’s only temporary. Although, this decline has been going on for months, a bit snail but steady, I really hope there’s more to life than this.
Excitement only occurs when it’s the hardest time to smile. It sucks when you have more reasons to...
New Year's Resolution, Seven Months Later
On New Year’s Day, I started using nicotine patches, nicotine gum, and nicotine lozenges but stopped when I began to hallucinate that I was a Lucky Strike. January 2nd brought a new, less arrogant resolution: “I will smoke only cigarettes I did not pay for.” Unfortunately, I hadn’t anticipated how easy it would be to steal them at the 7-Eleven, especially when the girl behind the counter was on...
December 2011
24 posts
“The problem with the world is that the intelligent people are full of doubts,...”
– Charles Bukowski
7:34
If you really want to disappear from the world, whether for a while or for good, all you really have to do (aside from commiting suicide) is to delete your facebook account. It has been over a month since I have lost access to my facebook profile and I must admit, it feels damn good. I am no social butterfly and I am no expert at keeping any relationships at tangent so giving away my password to...
“You’ll find out as you set out after your dreams that most people don’t really...”
– Kelly Cutrone
“I don’t love studying, I hate studying.
I like learning, learning is beautiful.”
– Natalie Portman
8:40
I have zero resistance to stress related situations. I have no skills for detecting any potential shortcomings and my coping abilities are the worst. I don’t know how the hell I am still handling my classes, progams, applications, and work. I suppose by sacrificing sleep and 99% of my social life. A little venting out helps but I cannot rant forever. But who cares, I am going to curse the...
November 2011
21 posts
“Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to...”
– Muhammad Ali
///FRUSTRATED
It’s harder when you have more believers than non-believers.
2012 is going to be the death of me.
“Kreayshawn’s name — that name! Ooh, I want to crush that name flat between two...”
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MUCK
turn the engine on
and burn another mile now
just keep your head
muck around
and i stay forever
turn the bend
and sure
i said
i stay forever
just keep your pressure
your headlights on
burn me down
muck around
and hey
i said
i stay forever
“Remember, you cannot be both young and wise. Young people who pretend to be wise...”
– Stephen Colbert
