&& lovexigence

BECAUSE SOMETIMES I WISH...

… I was a model. But for now, I can be a loser >.<

PULLING AN ALL NIGHTER

I can’t do that. I’ve tried numerable times. And I epic failed numerable times. What keeps you guys running for more than twenty four hours? My mind and body surrender the second I shut my eyelids or the minute I turn off the lights. How do you allow yourself to remain awake and actively engage in whatever activity during nocturnal hours? How do you guys do it? Tell me your secret. Is it sex? Alcohol? Caffeine? Cold showers? Reveal them to me cause it might come handy for my final this Thursday.

• Spongebob: What do you usually do when I'm gone?
• Patrick: Wait for you to come back.

DID WE GET YOU TUMBLRIZED?

Yo, seriously, why are you people on tumblr? For the sake of clicking that plus sign on the right upper corner of the screen? How pathetic. Sorry. And I am certainly not just referring to a particular person. But rather to the community of big mouths and so and so. Yes, I know that blogging is going to cater to the stranger eyes of this world. But I blog for a personal reason. That’s why I prefer nobody to read my stuff. I blog because I need an outlet. I blog because I want a collection of photos and music and videos and everything in between to look back on when I’m thirty something old. I blog because I like to keep memories. I blog because I write lyrics. I blog to feed my own ego. Not yours or anybody elses. I like to document. I like to journalize. I like to archive.

No hate. No bad blood. But whatever you read on my weblog needs to be off the plate when you see me in real life. That’s just the way I prefer it. I know it doesn’t make sense for me to post personal sht to this virtual diary. I know people are gonna see it. I know. Okay? I know. I know who visits and spends a good amount of time looking over my entries. I know. I know. I know. And honestly, I shouldn’t care anymore. But I can’t help but to keep in mind who my readers are when I post sht. Blah. whatever right? I wish there was a way to privatized this thing. Blah blah. Thanks for being easily entertained though :) I’m not telling you to stop reading. Just make sure when you do, leave all those entries behind. By that I mean, no jocking my words. Don’t cop my phrases and claim it to be yours. And don’t go around making this a subject of conversation please. Especially when we are in the same circle of society. Sorry. This isn’t xanga. This isn’t facebook. This isn’t myspace. This isn’t twitter. This isn’t anything I use to network with close friends. This is for nobody but for my own braggadosio. Oh fools. So just excuse my empty boasting and nonsense. This is my way to evoke my imperfection of thoughts and chastening passage of time.

I guess what I’m trying to say is: if you’re gonna tumblr, don’t just do it because twitterville or facebook avenue isn’t giving you enough gossip and buzz of other people’s businesses. Okay? Okay! Have a good day! And merry to all! Oh which reminds me, holidays is coming up. Next entry will be my christmas list :) Hahaha