I have an attention span of a fish. Currently, taking a break from studying and discovering how freakishly accurate astrology signs are. Read on..
Capricorns might seem melancholy and stern because they live by self-discipline and responsibility. They evaluate everything and they don’t take daring chances without weighing the advantages and disadvantages first. To the onlooker, they might seem boring but it is the serious drive and structured way of life that the Capricorn feels safe with. Capricorn’s self-sufficiency is often mistook for coldness, they are not as cold as they seem, this might be apparent just because Capricorns like to do everything themselves this way there is no worry about something not finished or not done properly. It is all about control of their surroundings and their daily lives and sometimes this spills into other people’s lives. They believe they can give structure and organize other people’s lives too, which they can but others might see this as intrusive and not welcome the Capricorn’s suggested changes. According to Capricorn, there is only a right way and a wrong way to do things and this idea makes some Capricorns closed minded, stubborn and reluctant to agree with others. This is an ongoing lesson for Capricorns, knowing that there is more then one way of doing things and even though their way is usually right, it does not mean that they have to impose their ways on others.
Capricorns have this sense of melancholy and necessity for structure and work because inside they feel they are unworthy and need to continuously prove their worth. Once they realize that all they need is self-love, door will open and they will see the world in a new light, one that allows for pleasure and guilt-free fun. Capricorns most important need is security, financial and material security. This is the driving force behind their ambitious character and all other personality traits of desire to succeed. They are very concerned with their public standing and their prestige. Capricorns are loners but they also need to feel appreciated, but they are excellent at hiding this truth. Capricorns are very self contained and they have many faces they present to the world, they are known as aloof and indifferent but this is them concealing themselves from the world, unfortunately, they may never know who they really are. This causes feelings of insecurity and causes them to question their own self worth. Capricorns make it difficult to get close emotionally because once they let someone in, they do not want to let them go and emotional connection makes them feel vulnerable yet satisfied at he same time. This is an ongoing internal conflict of contradictions inside the Capricorn’s mind.
My partnaaa got me these goodies as she recently came back from Philippines! SUGAR CANE LIQUOR (May I say, it is one of the harsh-est liquor I’ve ever tasted. It fuckn bubbles!) ASSORTED POLVORON (ube ftw) GOLDILOCKS (…which I downed in 1.5 seconds) LANGKA CANDY (Brenur hated it. Lol.) …and last but not least, my overly romantic yet-so-corny-but-I-bet-that-shiiish-will-make-you-cry-with-awweee filipino movies! Yeeep. No kidding. ;)
Haha your welcome! Sorry I couldn’t bring back Derek Ramsey :P
Today’s google doodle. At least they know we cannot survive a day without it. Wikipedia is totally shut down and I’m surprise this tumblr isn’t.
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Either I’m lacking a moment of inspiration or my writing skills has already reached its pitiful peak. Whichever it may be, I hope it’s only temporary. Although, this decline has been going on for months, a bit snail but steady, I really hope there’s more to life than this.
Excitement only occurs when it’s the hardest time to smile. It sucks when you have more reasons to cry than anything. And it sucks even more when you run out of reasons to cry. If crying is even just a tiny bit as socially acceptable as holding hands in public, I would do it everyday.
But I won’t.
Not because I can’t.
But because I probably shouldn’t.
But I wish I could.
No fcking sht.
New Year’s Resolution, Seven Months Later
On New Year’s Day, I started using nicotine patches, nicotine gum, and nicotine lozenges but stopped when I began to hallucinate that I was a Lucky Strike. January 2nd brought a new, less arrogant resolution: “I will smoke only cigarettes I did not pay for.” Unfortunately, I hadn’t anticipated how easy it would be to steal them at the 7-Eleven, especially when the girl behind the counter was on her cell phone trying to cast a vote for “American Idol.” Seven months later, I’m actually smoking slightly more than I did last year, but that may be because I’m more focused on trying to quit stealing.
Andy Borowitz is the new thing to follow.
Mango picking with my brother and cousin. This is a lot harder than it looks. I swear that stick has more than just leaves. I actually managed to pick one!!
"The problem with the world is that the intelligent people are full of doubts, while the stupid ones are full of confidence."
Charles Bukowski
I did my mission last week in the Balaybay Resettlement site, a goverment proposed project where more than 500 people affected by the Mount Pinatubo eruption of 1991 were relocated for post-disaster recovery. It has been over a decade since the incident but with little economical advancement and available secondary resources, this area has shown only non-significant improvements. Due to failure of this resettlement process, more than half of the population is lost from fleeting and now, less than 50 families reside in the area. I hope I can visit them again sooner than later. And hopefully, the next time will be more than just giving. Thanks to the kids, I learned a new term of “merrymas.”
