Yesterday: Dropped off Damon to work, ate breakfast with my mom, bought red bean bread, also bought cream cheese bread, then dropped off mom at the airport, cleared my bedroom wall clutter and created a schedule for the next year.
Today: Writing about it. Really, just writing about the last part.
I feel like I am taking for granted all this extra time I have off school. I have been feeling quite a bit guilty about it for a while now.. yet, have done nothing to be more productive. I guess I shouldn’t be too hard on myself because I am still managing three jobs (one slowly becoming extinct) and creating more good memories than bad. I am also spending more than saving and somehow, I kind of don’t care. But sooner than later, I should care because I know I will regret wasting all this oh so precious time. I could be learning muscle anatomy right now, you know. I have been so lazy lately. Sleeping in too many mornings and replacing reading with window shopping. Like what the heck. There’s only three more weeks left this year and I would like to accomplish a few more things to make me feel a tad bit compliant and adequate and capable of having a quality life.
A list of things to (squeeze in) before the new year:
"I Once Dated a Writer" - of heights and hollows
A year of no personal laptop, out of range internet connection, having to go to the library and/or borrow my roommate’s computer to access the world wide web…. And now, I finally invested enough lunch money to purchase my very own tablet convertible laptop! Or shall I say laptop convertible tablet? Needless to say, I think all this calls for a webcam picture! This is the face of glory (and other things). With my bad-ass montage of gangster fingers because peace signs are so overrated and I do not want you to believe I am asian.